Dialogue Between Ghost and Preist

In the rectory garden on his evening walk
Paced brisk Father Shawn.  A cold day, a sodden one it was
In black November.  After a sliding rain
Dew stood in chill sweat on each stalk,
Each thorn; spiring from wet earth, a blue haze
Hung caught in dark-webbed branches like a fabulous heron.

Hauled sudden from solitude,
Hair prickling on his head,
Father Shawn perceived a ghost
Shaping itself from that mist.

'How now,' Father Shawn crisply addressed the ghost
Wavering there, gauze-edged, smelling of woodsmoke,
'What manner of business are you on?
From your blue pallor, I'd say you inhabited the frozen waste
Of hell, and not the fiery part.  Yet to judge by that dazzled look,
That noble mien, perhaps you've late quitted heaven?'

In voice furred with frost,
Ghost said to priest:
'Neither of those countries do I frequent:
Earth is my haunt.'

'Come, come,' Father Shawn gave an impatient shrug,
'I don't ask you to spin some ridiculous fable
Of gilded harps or gnawing fire:  simply tell
After your life's end, what just epilogue
God ordained to follow up your days.  Is it such trouble
To satisfy the questions of a curious old fool?'

'In life, love gnawed my skin
To this white bone;
What love did then, love does now:
Gnaws me through.'

'What love,' asked Father Shawn, 'but too great love
Of flawed earth-flesh could cause this sorry pass?
Some damned condition you are in:
Thinking never to have left the world, you grieve
As though alive, shriveling in torment thus
To atone as shade for sin that lured blind man.'

'The day of doom
Is not yest come.
Until that time
A crock of dust is my dear hom.'

'Fond phantom,' cried shocked Father Shawn,
'Can there be such stubbornness--
A soul grown feverish, clutching its dead body-tree
Like a last storm-crossed leaf?  Best get you gone
To judgment in a higher court of grace.
Repent, depart, before God's trump-crack splits the sky.'

From that pale mist
Ghost swore to priest:
'There sits no higher court
Than man's red heart.'

http://www.americanpoems.com/poets/sylviaplath/1390

I am Beautiful

I am beautiful

From the very curl of my hair

The frizzy curl, the confused curl right to the wavy curl and the curl that doesn’t want to quite curl

I am beautiful

For each toe, the second being longer than the first

Say I will rule over my husband

Yet to happen

But hey….

I am still beautiful

From the big smile showing every tooth all shades of white

Bright to not so bright to a slight beige

Out of line and slightly tilted

I am still beautiful

From the freckles on my back that were strategically placed

May not look the most flawless in a halter top

I am still beautiful

From the stretch marks that adorn my body

Marks by induced weight gain from steroids

Said to control my illness

Even though it left stripes,

I beat that war

And guess what…

I am still beautiful

From the not so round but not so flat backside

Hips that don’t catch the eye too quick, viewed weak

Though strong enough to support the birth of an angel

That makes me beautiful

From the grips that sometimes sit atop my jeans

Provides support to my man when he thinks he ain’t gon make it

I am still beautiful

Every flaw seen as perfection in the eyes of Him

Bet you didn’t know

But He broke the mold after He made me

At least that’s what my Daddy always told me

And I’ve always believed him…still do

Cause see, when I look in the mirror I don’t see that frizzy curl or that too long toe

That not so bright tilted tooth or the freckles on my back

I don’t see the war wounds or my lemon bottom

I don’t even see the love handles

Because my view is blinded by the shine in my eyes and the diamonds placed in the crown that embellishes the image I see

An Empress, impeccable in stature and in creation

I am beautiful

Deliverance

I lie down ready to surrender to defeat

Love lost

Vision fogged

Spirit weary

Looking out to see all backs turned

Their eyes closed to my slow demise

My breathing shallow as life suffocates me with its trials

Closer than ever to my retirement

With no helping hands is sight, I close my own eyes

Immediately

A familiar aura surrounds me

A loving peace comforts me

Being lifted from the makeshift grave where I lie

Calming whispers of security are heard

I try to open my eyes

Gently, they are closed again

Travelling but fearless of my guide

I find rest in this journey

The need to give up…vanished

Allowing myself to drift into a deep sleep

I never want to awake

I hear the words “Find tranquility in my presence. Depend on my strength. Stay focused on my course and your latter will be greater.”

And then came deliverance

Tow Away Zone

Stationed in my space is the broken heart I thought I healed

Perpendicular to that baggage is the cup of tears I thought I poured down the drain

At a right degree angle is the black eye I hid from the world

Settled parallel to my tears are the bruises that stained my praying knees

 

Sitting in this square is my spirit

A spirit refusing to be attacked any further

Across the street awaits a white chariot and in lies my frame

Ready to propose happiness and healing

The lead horseman…my Savior

Prepared to travel me to this promised land of divine fulfillment

 

Summoned by the light, my spirit gracefully steps over my past and into the security of this carrion

Only to be enraptured…I look back to notice a sign where my spirit attempted to rest

The sign “Tow Away Zone”

 

I was never meant to remain there anyway

Blessings

As I reflect on life, I don’t notice my trials
I see right through my tribulations
I don’t pull back the bush to revisit my obstacles
I don’t mumble of how far I haven’t gone
Or compare myself to my neighbor
Because I am where I am because I have been victorious
I’m able to smile for I know I’ve defeated the trials….tribulations…the obstacles
I’ve fought the giants with a single pebble powered by the supernatural and I’m thankful

Blessings is all I see
All I choose to see
All I want to see
Its my blessings that keep me motivated to continue this journey laid for me
And its the blessings that will forever encourage me to continue to do better

My blessings…..

Who Am I

Who Am I
By Kimberly Dunne

I am no one special.

I’m the little boy that gives up his favorite teddy bear so that a stranger might be comforted.

I’m the single mother who has been trying to teach her child to sleep in their own bed, who holds them tight long into the night, thanking God it wasn’t her child that died.

I’m the old man, angry and resentful that his military doesn’t want him because of his age.

I’m the teenage girl that spends hours cutting ribbons for others to wear as a symbol of remembrance.

I’m the young man who doesn’t understand why his father was running up the stairs as the building fell, trying to save just one more person, instead of saving himself.

I’m the old woman who will never see her grandchild again.

I’m the little girl, playing with her doll, who can’t understand when someone screams hateful things at her because of where her family is from.

I’m the police officer, trying to keep idiotic reporters safe, when his wife is still among the missing.

I’m the fire fighter that called in sick that day, only to discover that someone else died in his place.

I’m the man who survived the falling building only to learn that his sister and baby niece were in the plane.

I’m the secretary, angered by the seemingly callous response of those around her.

I’m a spelunker, who is climbing down into the remains of a building, hoping to find someone still alive.

I’m the dog handler, searching for bodies, that has to comfort my animal when only death remains.

I’m the woman who stands in line for five hours in order to give blood, hoping to help strangers in need.

I’m the man who gets up and goes to work every day, in spite of the tragedy, because he still has a family to feed.

I’m the first passenger to get back on a plane, even though I’m terrified, because I know somebody has to be first.

Who am I?

I’m nobody special.

I’m just an American.

40 Emcees

If its not in you…put your pen down please….

Fly Away


Fly away my love

Find your way

Set your own standard

Fly away my love

Shine bright for all to see

Being the leader your generation needs

Fly away my love

Speaking needed truths

Standing firm on your beliefs

Fly away my love

Release your wings

Show your beauty

Fly away my love

But please,

Don’t soar so high you forget from where you have come

Where the Sidewalk Ends

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we’ll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we’ll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

– Shel Silverstein
The tone Silverstein uses makes you want to follow him anywhere he goes. With such accurate descriptions, he takes you to the place where the sidewalk ends and makes you want to stay there to enjoy.  In his description, Silverstein also shows through his words the space between the sidewalk and the street is the transition between childhood and adulthood.  That in between stage where life is good and you are able to understand what life is about.
Everyone needs to remember where the sidewalk ends and go back to visit that space of rest between life stages to be sure they are rested enough to see the next stage of life.  I’ll meet you where the sidewalk ends.

Scent of an Empress

Its not the Chanel No. 5 I wear
Or the bubble bath I soak in
Its the stimulation of your mind that seduces you
Its my vocabulary that draws you to my lips

Its not the shampoo I use
Or the perfumed lotion I moisturize with
Its my lyrical art & expression of my emotions that beckon you near
Its the beat of my tone that is music to your ears

Its not the shea butter oil that attracts you to my shine
Or the Louboutin that makes you fall in love with my style
Its my class that serves a TKO with each step I make
Its my smile that brightens your day

See the scent of this Empress isn’t in the superficial things you see with your eyes
Yet my inner being that keeps you coming back

My scent is my secret